Metal for Life NI Board of Trustees
Founder and Chairperson of Metal for Life NI
My husband, Ahti, and I, lost our only child, Dani, to depression in October 2017. We vowed to honour him by reaching out to others affected by mental illnesses within the metal scene in Northern Ireland. We decided to set up a unique group to support the mental health of metalheads, run by metalheads.
I’m a scientist in a large diagnostic company. I also like singing, crafts and motorbiking around Europe with Ahti. I don’t have any qualifications in psychology or counselling, but I can offer an understanding ear and practical ideas for self-help, having fought my own depression and panic attacks for decades. I also have the determination and skills to ensure this group meets the highest possible standard, making it a safe place for anyone who needs it.
We all like a bit of metal in our lives. I love Finnish bands like Amorphis, Omnium Gatherum, Stam1na and Ensiferum, but Moonsorrow tops my list. I often listen to black, death and thrash and folk metal, and I support the local scene as much as I can!
I am forever indebted to the small team of volunteers who have developed Metal for Life and have supported Ahti and I through our loss.
Trustee & Facilitator
Hi folks. My name is Gareth Ruddock and I'm very proud to be a part of this group. I'm very passionate about mental health and I hope I can add some life experience to the support this group will offer.
I have a degree in Psychology but also have 16 years’ experience as a manager in a large supermarket chain. This has allowed me to develop my listening and communication skills on a 121 basis and in large groups.
I'm an obsessed Iron Maiden fan but also love bands such as Clutch, Tool, FuManchu, Deftones, Soundgarden, High On Fire, Sleep, Kyuss and Opeth to name but a few! I also play bass in Skypilot.
Trustee & Facilitator
Hello! I'm Chris and I'm very excited to be a part of the group. I recently completed my MSc in Applied Psychology and have a bit of knowledge of low intensity therapeutic interventions as part of this course. I joined the group when Gillian asked for volunteers because I've seen how depression can affect people's lives, and I've lost a number of friends to it. I grew up with Dani and want to help and support others in the community dealing with mental illness, along with hopefully reducing the stigma that exists around speaking out. Hobby-wise I enjoy reading, listening to music (obviously) and do a lot of youth work. In terms of metal I'm very into the newer wave of black & doom metal bands like Wolves in the Throne Room, Agalloch, Altar of Plagues, Drudkh, Deafheaven & Bell Witch.